Dreams.

Now, when I have come too far in my life, I don’t want to turn back. I don’t want to look back at all those dark parts of my life which bewitched me for many years. All I want to do is to move on, without any break, without any stay. There is a whole life ahead of me, and all those dreams which I’ve been dreaming for ages. I have to move on, to fulfill them, to honor myself, and all those times which I have spent dreaming about my future.

P.S: I am editing this post here, to write, that when I wrote above lines, I was way too young. I had no idea what life was going to throw at me and that I had to face the most difficult and darker times of my life ahead. But I’m glad that young girl grew into a stronger, braver woman, who learned (the hard way) to trust her own self above all, to have faith in God and to never give up.

And here I am…

I WAS LIKE IN A DILEMMA QUITE DAZED AT HOW LIFE SANDBAGGED ME. Time flew and i felt like it has been ages since I was stupefied and this life clung to me. And there came a moment of realization, a moment which acknowledged my consciousness and i arose below from the deep black waters to take a long breath, to clench my moment. I, thereby, grasped the moment which pulled me outta black waters and showed me blue waters with silver rings. It was a groovy sight and I had to imprisoned the moment before the black water pulls me back. And i did.. I did the right thing, to saved my being, to saved the existence of my own soul. AND HERE I AM, away from the darkness, above the waters and those depths. I have to move, here i am, only to move.

I Rebel…!!!

I rebel, My darkness, I rebel…

For have I been listening, A lot closely,

My conscious,

My knowledge,

My solitude,

I rebel… For that white-sacred bird dying in me,

For have I been defeated by, by me

My new brand of mind,

My old demands of heart,

I rebel,,,

For have I betrayed by my senses,

My dearest madness,

My all intelligence,

For have my body lightened up with the high fires in the dark nights,

I rebel,,, For thee and me,

For have my soul escaped from all bonds,

I rebel, I rebel, I rebel…!!!